stay strong I don't wanna crack But I need her and she told me I was gunna want her back Shoulda believed her Now I'm wishing I could throw me back To that exact spot where we fell L-O-V-E at Lose some then I lose again, when am I gunna win some? I said alot of things out of anger, but I meant some I brought alot of things to the table, besdies income I just want things to go back how they use to be I was use to you, and I thought you were use to me Time was against me You never miss something 'till it's gone That's my word ma, you convinced me It might not happen, but I'm still hopin And my heart is broken, but the door is still open Pillow still soakin, your boy still loakin' Dutch still lit, and a bottle still open And if I don't get another chance It might be hard to get focused ... -Jadakiss ♥